Well, the worst has happened. My health means that I can no longer continue to work full time so it appears that I am out of a job.
This is terrifying: I can't afford not to work, not only because we need two salaries to pay our current bills, but also because my job is a huge part of my identity.
I am out of work and a time bomb is ticking that says I need to come up with a solution and fast.
Things I know for sure:
1. I am well qualified in my field and I want to work, so I am motivated to look.
2. Since being away from work, I have realised how much it has affected my condition. I am not well, but I am also not in the state I was when I was trying to work. A reduction in how much I work is sorely needed.
3. I might be able to qualify for some financial support, although this is my last option as I would rather work. It might become necessary to explore this route as a back up plan.
4. There are jobs I can do within my field and not work full time, but I have to do enough work to cover bills.
5. I need to vastly improve both my physical and mental health in the coming weeks to make me fit for job seeking, interviews and, hopefully, employment.
6. I love www.moneysavingexpert.com. I will be turning there for help to reduce outgoings.
It feels bleak at the moment, but I am hoping that opportunities will emerge from this period of instability. I know my job has been the main contributing factor to how my health is now, so this is my chance for doing things differently. If I can keep the anxiety about money at bay, this might be the beginning of a whole new chapter for me.
Let's hope so :).
